The prO of dotA had been QUIT

lolx.. I'm going spend rest of my times on studies, careers, families (currently family and my future own family) I'm a fully experienced dota player and i played more then 8 years. Dota look like a part of my life, but unfortunately, i have to give up it. I'm studying economic now, i have to know what is the definition of "opportunity cost". Give up game and i may have a bright future. If i give up my studies, the probability of my future less then 20%. Do you think a company need a gamers? Lolx.

Depression about the score of exam.

I'm be quiet for whole day... why? That's because of my noob result.. Why i cant pawn my exam such as i pawn when playing dota?

Accounting 20.4/30
Management 9.5/20
Economic x/20
Information system x/20..

I had studied management and din sleep for the whole night. This is what i get? 9.5??? Fucking on the floor!

My life starting become meaningful when everything start from 0...

I love whatever i consist now. With this 4 words知足常乐, i really understand about my life. Thus, i have to appreciate whatever things i had now because i knew that there're someone who in suffering now. Thanks, 知足常乐...

Blog re-open

I'm just back from Australia, melbourne. It's can see that everyone scare on me. Do you understand how H1N1 killed a person? Suddenly i get scold by some of my friends, relax please!!!

This trip i'm not happy at all. I get scold by my dad and aunty, that's enough for me. I can't relax at all, i bring my book to study. My dream phone gone, fuck you all, do you remember what you promise me? You never achieve ur promise. In your eyes, my brother is the "best" forever. He's the one who talking crap very well in the world. Stop it Stop it!! I don't know what will i do in next second. My heart had been broken long time ago, and who else will give me a console? Answer= No one will!!! I'm living in a dark world forever. I tried study hard, in the same time, you should know i am very interesting in games. I can espress my emotion in the game.

If i can study at australia in next 2 years, i will not going to back Malaysia anymore. There are nothing i miss in malaysia. Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!